The day before the big day

I'm now 37 weeks and 3 days along. Carrying my baby girl. I'm scheduled to be induced tomorrow night. Though I have a plan, I'm still thinking about the unknown, what can happen, the risks, and the joy. Just sitting in my car thinking  "wow I'm gonna be giving birth to another baby soon , can't believe it, can't believe the circumstances I'm facing either". I'm in Brooklyn, waitng for my kids to get out of school to leave here, and drive back to Staten Island. Nobody is answering their phone so I'm just sitting here in my car.This is it. It's just me and my journey, with my children. That's something else when you think to yourself all you really have in this world is yourself, and your children. Not the children's fathers, just the children and yourself. Thinking of that moment when I hold her and look into her eyes...